"i'm only as loyal as my options"

My hands still shake on their own. Just another failed attempt to shake it off.
I didn't mean the words I said because I knew your were listening. I’m appropriately under dressed and alone and it's all about who you become in the middle of the night; blurry eyed and stumbling to the only place that feels safe.
I can't even keep these feelings down. Swallowing every last hope, and throwing everything but my hands up. Sometimes the best lines are written for you.